The dwelling of a thoughtless teenager

Saturday, December 23, 2006

The Wallflowers- One Headlight

So long ago, I don't remember when
That's when they say I lost my only friend
Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease
As I listened through the cemetery trees

I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn
The long broken arm of human law
Now it always seemed such a waste
She always had a pretty face
So I wondered how she hung around this place

Hey, come on try a little
Nothing is forever
There's got to be something better than In the middle
But me & Cinderella
We put it all together
We can drive it home
With one headlight

She said it's cold
It feels like Independence Day
And I can't break away from this parade
But there's got to be an opening
Somewhere here in front of me
Through this maze of ugliness and greed
And I seen the sun up ahead
At the county line bridge
Sayin' all there's good and nothingness is dead
We'll run until she's out of breath
She ran until there's nothin' left
She hit the end-it's just her window ledge

Well this place is old
It feels just like a beat up truck
I turn the engine, but the engine doesn't turn
Well it smells of cheap wine & cigarettes
This place is always such a mess
Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn
I'm so alone, and I feel just like somebody else
Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same
But somewhere here in between the city walls of dyin' dreams
I think her death it must be killin' me

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Friday, December 22, 2006

The Pains of Christmas

So far my Christmas Break has sucked. I have been stuck in the house since school let out. I miss the daylight and the smell of fresh air. I wish my parents wernet being pricks about a dumb argument that caused all of this. I just found out today when I get ungrounded, not till next year. I really apprieciat my parents ruining everything for me this Christmas and destroying all the plans I had all because of some dumb college application, that they lost, getting misplaced! I wish it would get better soon. I'm ready to leave home and be on my own. I want to go off to college as soon as possible and be out of contact from my house forever. Lacrosse season needs to be starting a whole lot sooner. Being in the cage makes me feel so much better about everything. I love it when all I have to do is focus on stopping a shot and getting back to the offense. I guess that when Im in peace, when I know I cant be touched or disturbed- I'm myself in the goal.

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Some Rest and Sanctuary

With all the time I have to update the blog i wonder why i dont..... Well, I have finally made the symphonic band this year! Its about freaking time to. I was tired of running into some form of bad luck and not be able to go, or even tryout. This year I was one of the ifrst to tryout and I played horribly. My god it was so aweful that I was sick to my stomach with it. OH well, though it got me 8th chair, but its my last year with it so I'll enjoy the time spent with a band that wants to play and not goof around.
What else could there possibly be that has made me feel good lately. Apart from being grounded again, it hasnt been so bad.I was witness to a huge fight the other day. SOme big girl was hacked at another for supposedly sleeping with her boyfriend. Yeah, I bet you know where that ended. It wasnt apologies or anything just a huge fight that resulted in a girl losing her hair and having her face screwed up for awhile. Ha, but the girl who recieved it prob. deserved it, because she most likely did sleep with the other girls boyfriend.
I dont really have school anymore this week so I'm just chilling out at places and waiting till i can go see that special someone again.Although I havent heard from her in a long time, apart from the day i visited her. I missed out on alot when I dont speak with Leah in aweek. It happens though shes a busy person and her homework makes me jealous. Yes, I said it. I'm jealous of Leahs homework! It gets more attention than me now! ( kreyton goes off and crys) Well, I kinow the reward is going to be much greater whenever she is free from the chains of school.
Right now, I'm trying to get my Ipod to work so I'm going to rap this up and work on that.Later

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