The dwelling of a thoughtless teenager

Tuesday, November 28, 2006



Lacrosse is over now,I'm kinda glad for that bt on ther hand I'm not. I need all the practice i can get in order to be good enough for college ball. I dont even know if ill be playing for plano west in the spring. It would be sad thing if i didnt. I dont want to have to go back to East and paly for a bunch of whinny ass's. Schools been fine i guess. I havent really done much at all. I kinda dreading college now. I dont know what I want to do still. I dont even know if I want to go play at Hendrix anymore. Lacrosse is just a sport its not going to get me anywhere in life. I need to go to a school whwre im going to be able to pay for it. I know im not getting scholarships at hendrix, its smart kid school. I know I can handle the work there but I need the money and aid to be able to go. I dont know if ill get it though. Im wanting to go into pre med and I dont want to be in debt my whole life by paying a fortune for college and then going to pay for med school. I just need to go to OU and be able to actually pay for that and then continue into there medical program afterwards. Ah! this is all so confusing to me. I want the desicion to be made for me and I want it now. On second thought I want to know the future again. I need some one to talk to but its too late to call Leah, shes prob asleep anyways. I wish I had someone to talk to here in howe. I lost that a long time ago though. There are very few ppl who understand now. I need someone here who understand me and wants to listen. I hate the phone at times and yet I have to worship A. Bell at the same time.

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Saturday, November 04, 2006

Bored so therefore I update..........

I"m really bored today so all i have been doing is playing WOW and working on economics here and there. This morning I had practice and that went well. Lacrosse has been good i guess. It took awhile for me to adjust to the new team and chemistry. Its alot different than what it was at East. But now that I have developed it with them they all have grown to like me and call me the "samurai". Apparently, I look like a samurai in the cage and all the crazy saves are really sick to them.
Schools going well. Im happy with my grades except for one and my senior year hasnt been so bad. I wish it was more tradtional, but we cant all have what we want. Well, now i have nothing to do at all today I was planning on going to see Leah but she had other plans. Oh well, though ill just get on with my day and play WOW and other things. I havent evern hung out with my friends lately. I guess with me being gone all the time I just havent had time for friends. I dont know though. Friends are always there so I'm to worried if they are without me for a long while. I have one or two games tomorrow and dont know if I will be in the varsity or JV game. Long story and I dont feel like typing it.
OK, now im really frustrated about something I dont really feel like typing now. I wish I had a punching bag or something. I hate it when nothing goes the way I want it to go. Disappointments a part of life though. I need to go find something to cheer me up a bit before I start pissing ppl off.

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